3 minute and so on
I am waiting
20 minute and so on
I am sending in
hope for replying
please I am bagging you
I am not pushing you
I am nothing to you
my head spinning
my world not moving
5 minute and so on
no typing no messaging
no ding ding
1 hour and so on
I don’t know…
I’m kind of losing how
The face looks in my minds
The expressions of faces and smile.
Like already fade away
The deep in my heart still have for
Cannot be reached, cannot touched.
The time pass so fast.
It started when I got your numbers
I’m happy having foreign friends.
Even we talk like chicken and duck.
I take next level to learn something.
Something not strange to me but I’m not really practising it.
Co-worker tag us as a sweet couple but the reality is
We just a friend but we so friendly and close.
You have make a decision.
I admit it, it’s so hurts.
It’s was hurts than FC Bayern Munich lose on goals away.
The first I got notice when you unfriend from micro-channel with me.
Then you delete contact on Weixin.
The decision had been made.
I am facing this situation with the open heart.
And hope there is light to lighten our friendship.
My way to accept you again as a friends.
Because you just ignoring when you beside me.
I know you were so nice and very generous.
You treat me with you allowance.
But you refuse when I want to treat you back.
I see from a distance
parallel line up the white glow
a matter of time covered
the colour of cream, blue and green
The long march parade
sometimes in the water
even ready to climb
up to the temperature of the sun
give strength to strength
Parade with various sizes
ready to fight
down style arches with a snappy dresser
dressed in a cream-colored
diving in the temperature of boiling water
arising in style
leading to the finish
I should let her using that washroom
Making her screaming after that
Giving her lesson for what she did to us
Us is including me
I care for each other
But, I did something opposite
I tell her about the problem
She never thanks me for that
Even, she make me for help her again
I help you then you burden me again and again
We are human and again saying “a Human”
Not a robot and not a something using batteries
Our energy has limit and our sense has boundaries
God will give mankind a lesson if it was making difficult for everyone
Then, she also felt the pain of what we feels.
there is huge area and noisy
in the some place it so high to look up
light bulb doesn’t enough for lighting the space
walking towards hiding the feels
always alright always can
rushing over the dark wooden door
the meeting is over
white teeth give a smile
other still running away
the ego still won’t leave
find the brighten place
relieve the pain
clock is ticking
walking to the bay that always raining
sometimes can smell the fume of poisonous
place to feels happy and pains
the bay that cannot to whispering
character doesn’t change
bomb is waiting time to explode
heart and mind is fighting
mouth have been sealed to speak
the ego feels grow like mountain
raining and noisy is increase
the bay silence only hand is working
having pray and pray
heart shout to mouth for speak
ego feel very surprised and seized up
the mind is dead and silence
mouth speak loudly reveals the power to fighting ego
ego is dead
Catch up all great writer and author tomorrow on Sunday.
To read all your creative and super Books, Poetry and Novels.
Missed to pay attention line by line to read your story.
I read the novels it feels like I write the story. Funny.